♥ Mooooonboy

Hi.

Today, someone asked me to blog about him.

He is............Moonboy!

Well..... I knew him since like March this year. I think it was 9th?

We knew each other through Facebook.

We started texting. A lot.

Like daily, day and night I would be occupied with his texts.

I was very shy with him. Actually till now, still am shy.

I have no idea why.

I would call him whenever I got too drunk and he would entertain me.

He would bear with all my moodswings and crankiness.

One night, I called him crying because I had problems at home.

I just cried and cried to him and well he just, listened.

After we hung up, he said something like he couldn't bear to hear me cry. And if he would see me cry, he will die. I was very touched by his words.

Throughout these 8 months, he was always there for me.

Once, I was hungry and sick and cranky and just SO HUNGRY in the morning but I couldn't get off bed.

He actually cabbed down to Simei and bought me lunch from LJS and he put it on my door.

He didn't enter cuz I was sleeping and I didn't wanna meet anybody anyway.

Hmm, that was actually one of the sweetest things a guy have ever done for me lah despite my bitchy mood.

He stays at Ghimmoh anyway.

I don't remember exactly when he fell in love with me.

We would and could talk about anything.

We actually even talked about having babies and what if we got married.

But I........ guess I never saw him anything more than friends.

I was quite mean to him.

I first left him for Juppy.

But when Juppy left, he was there for me.

And then, I did it again. I left him for....... Mr A.

I know, there are limits to everyone's patience.

After everything I've made him go through I think he deserves better.

There was once we fought and I guess that incident made me turned off.

Yes even though it was just one incident, I felt that incident was enough to make me hurt enough.

But I can't deny that he have been one of my best.

And he never fails to be there for me.

Maybe we won't get together now, maybe later or maybe just never...........

Maybe I'm still too young, fickle minded and confused?

And still so shy...... I don't know.

Sigh, BUT I do care.

And I do love you lor Shazni hehehehe you know yourself lah in what way eh ;>