♥ Past experiences

Past experiences have made me a very insecure girl.

Yes, I'll tend to overthink at the slighest action ever.

I'll tend to get jealous so easily for no reason.

I'll keep thinking every guy won't last with me.

That, every guy will just leave me after seeing me.

Or I don't know, I'll just keep thinking every male will get bored of me one day.

I know I'm overthinking, but I just can't help it.

It is irritating to be this way, even I find myself an irritant.

How I wish I can be a little more relaxed in these kind of things.

I'm trying to. I'm really trying.

But I guess I get too scared all the time that every guy is just gonna break my heart into little pieces.

I can't help but fall too hard for guys that never stays, Idk what they do to me.

And the ones that are good, I could never return their love.

I want to start being more confident of myself.

And more ignorant of situations where I would be insecure.

I HAVE TO CALM MY TITS YO.

♥ Love

Lollipop weekend

Zirca with my best girls!

Without our baby boys.

But they still fetched us after our party.

And they kinda merajuk cuz we didn't spend our Saturday with them.

Awww, I love all my sweet girlfriends and boyfriends please.

xx

Never wanna lose you guys. Ever.

♥ zιяαнzαιηαℓ 's birthday 2012

Hi!

It was my 19th yesterday!

Here are the pictures.

Promised meeting time : 11am

We met at 5pm.

LOL. We'll never be punctual.

Furthermore, the night before Dinie had came over to my house and surprised me with presents.

A bar of cadbury and a glenns vodka, which I later on shared with Yana and Ahlep.

They only went home at 7am, so yeah that was why we were late.

So anyway! Back to my celebration.

Met up with the girls, bought lunch for us and the boys and proceeded to Sentosa.

Had our lunch together and had a little fun with the rain for awhile.

Oh, and the banglas and myanmars also -.-

Playing sandcastles with Christina and Sarah.

 After which, Farrera, Mif, Ahlep and I played ball.

Sweat it out, and when night came, we went off to get our alcohol.

Yes, you guessed it. 

I was dragged, carried and thrown into the sea!

At night.

They gave me plenty of alcohol to last me thru the night.

And after that, we headed to....Azzura!

We've always wanted to go swimming together.

So... finally we achieved it, while partying. How splendid!

Awesome,awesome night with my sayangs.

After Azzura, we bathed and changed and, after that we......

Took a long walk together.

From Sentosa to Vivo to Tanjong Pagar.

Thanks so much for the night guys.

It was full of love and happiness.

I really appreciate everything and I really enjoyed myself!
And I'm glad everyone else had fun too!

Quoted from Ernie's blog:

And the thing I like about yesterday, was that we had a pit stop at Sentosa Boardwalk and we all lay down together like kittens trying to warm each other up. We then watched a video of us having fun at Azzurra and we watched it 3 times, laughing at the same thing. You can really see the bond we had with each other. 

:') 

Sigh, I love every one of you please.