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Hi!!!!!!

Where have I been?

I don't know. Cursed and down with terrible sickness I guess which lead me to lost 11kg.

YES, ELEVEN KILOGRAMS. Look at my cheeks, barely there anymore.

But, I would say losing weight would be something nice for me actually.

Because it has been something I've always wanted without exercising. Which, I achieved!

But with much suffering though.

I was down with high fever for 5 days and I could not eat, walk, talk, or do anything at all.

Just bed ridden. I had flu, cough and was vomiting alot.

I miss out on 2 or 3 parties and countless drinking sessions and it sucks.

I had to be brought to the hospital where I was wheelchair bounded.

The doctor injected me twice. He found that my white blood cells were increasing rapidly and that my blood had like an infection I don't know lah what but he just asked me to take care of my fever and everything else and complete my antibiotics.

In which I thought I was okay enough to go for Ladies night with Farrera last Wednesday.

Ended up, I couldn't even take a sip of liquor, couldn't even stand smoke around me. 

And I was dancing on the chair in the club all night long.

Okay lah at least still got mat salleh say "Rock on babe" to me ah with the \m/ sign hahaha.

But I still felt like a spoilt sport, not being able to do the normal stuffs I usually do.

Being so weak and stuff I feel like I trouble my friends when I'm out. Macam selfish you know.

So after that night, I learnt my lesson. I fell even more sicker so I stayed home all the way till... Saturday.

Still felt like I missed out a lot. And it does feel sucky to be stuck at home so helpless.

Saturday I tried to be out and well okay lah I survived for awhile.

After that I couldn't stand it any longer and cabbed home.

It's Sunday today.

I'm sick of being sick. I think enough's enough and Zirah's gotta be back man!

To the cigarettes,parties,alcohols and all the fun I've been missing out. It's time to catch up man.