♥ Old times, old friends

Good morning!
I've set my mind to find a job today.
Can't live penniless and just lazing around you know.
Sooooooo, I'm no longer single. After much thought, yeah.
So boyfriend came around to my place last night.
We watched movies and spent time together at home.
And so,today I have reporting @ MCYS, 4pm.
MALAS, MALAS, MALAS!
And after that I'll visit Nisaa on her first day @ Topshop.
And I'll try out at her place then.
Wish me luck.


And so I was browsing through my whole desktop and saw old pictures.
I miss the old times, my old friends and my old life.
I'm happy with what I have now.
But there's no harm missing right?
Let's start going down the list, I sure miss a whole lot of people.

My 17th Birthday 2010.

The process of getting me to the pit was fucking hard bcuz I swear I thought they were gonna sabo me. I was really thankful and grateful for Shaa and Tasha's effort for making my birthday a lovely one. Accompanied by great companions, including my mom.


We fight, we bitch, we have tiffs, we have egos and hers is huge.
I admit I was a bitch and a pain in her ass, but I wouldn't accept all fault alone.
But if she's willing to be my friend once again, I'd take all blame and apologise.
We would always make up after every fight, but I doubt this time she's coming back.
It's hard for me to admit, but I can't deny, I do miss Natasha Wiyana.
Because after everything we've went through, I can't just forget her.
She watched me grew too, besides Shaa and I know sometimes I sure can get out of hand.
I really do miss you and I'm sorry.


Our young and innocent flying high times.


And I still do miss our young foursome days.
Our dance practices, slacking for hours and just being there for each other.
But now, there's just 2.


Let's continue going down the list.

Arin Momo.
Someone I could call a very good friend and was there for me.
Always scolding and giving advices and we kept saying we'd never fall in love again.
But look now, he has a girlfriend! Hahaha and I have to say the same for myself.
I miss you.


Adiq.
He was part of my secondary school growing years with Shaa, Tasha and Ifaa.
A good friend I would say.
I would remember memories of Pasir Ris,As-Salihin and Play with him.
But as people grow, people change. I miss the way he was, but past is past.
I miss you.

Ben, the ex-boyfriend turned good friend and Maya times.
During the Maya days, I was working and everything just felt so carefree.
The word "enjoy" was stucked in my head.
But good things don't last.

Someone I miss so dearly as much as I miss Shaa.
Mohamed Hafeez / Skit.
My big brother, my bestfriend.
From 2008-Beginning 2010, he was always there for me.
He cared for me like a big brother would do and would always take me out.
Skit, Shaa and I have been through days and things that no one can imagine, together.
But feelings never grew of course, because it was a bond purely made out of siblings love.
I miss you so much Skittles. I'm sure Shaa does too. And I can't wait for your release.
I'm gonna hug you so tight!

Po-g and clan.
The days we would slack together, have drinking sessions and go to pubs on boring days.
The days where you guys randomly come to our neighbourhood to just see us.
It's a pity we drifted once I started school this year.
And I could still remember how cute you guys were trying to get me to cabut school.
I miss you guys.

We don't really hang out, but I do miss the fun we had on this day.
Yoyol, yoyol.

A group of friends I had cherished memories too.
Always up to no good and always having fun with them.
An adorable bunch that sadly drifted when I had school and they had NS.
I miss you guys.

A noisy and cute group of friends who loved teasing us.
I miss hanging out with these guys but it's just so hard now with tagging.
But I do hope that we'd get to hang out again one day.
I miss you guys.

Dinesh/Dincute.
An irritating busterd who is actually a nice person after all.
I miss Malam Raya where I had only these 2 but we still had fun together.
I wonder what has become of him now.
I miss you.

Chijmes.
The working days. Drinking sessions. Stupid games.
From night till the next afternoon.
Enjoyable days with them. And people that are caring and nice.
I miss you guys!

Joop.
A good friend to us.
He is like a bag of fun and always there to put smiles on our faces.
I miss you.


Okay I should stop already! Because I'm running late!
Hahaha, yours till the next update. xoxo.