Hello.
I don't even know if my blog has readers. It seems dead.
I guess my readers lost hope in me ever keeping a blog alive.
Yesterday, had my reporting with both my officers.
Naggy session on breaching. Because I have breached for 3 times in a month.
-________- And okay the talk did go into my head.
I thought that if I breach, going to prison wouldn't be so bad if for awhile.
I would bear with it and finish it once and for all, rather than this, for 15 months.
But, for me, there's also another possibility, RTC. And RTC will be like 3 years!?
Plus an additional year of tagging. Fuck lah, that will be worse right.
So, no more please. I don't want to go RTC, I will practically just die.
That's my last chance. I have so many more months to go. Man man cheh.
Oh, and I was discussing with my parents and boyfriend about my upcoming birthday.
And I reminded them of my license. Hehe.
So, a motorbike license is definitely a nono from them.
I guess I'm going for the car license and if I have extra money, I will take the bike license secretly :P Hehehehe.
So yes, boyfriend came over again last night, heh.
Hmm, I wonder how's my birthday this year?
Momma was planning on another drinking/karaoke party at my house.
I guess with boyfriend and my usual school friends.
Well, whatever happens, happens.
And so I'm missing my bestfriend, again.
Everyday I miss her lah, can say that.
And I guess my Facebook friends must be tired from me posting about missing her.
So I guess now I'll just let out in my blog. Clever not? Hehe.
Through painful times we're there for each other.
Through happy times and you're always there to take care of me, the older yet naive, rash and immature one.
We laugh and we cry together.
But now, I've lost her temporarily.
Imagine how my life changed when she suddenly left.
I had to adapt to a life of pure loneliness.
Because I was so used to her presence and we met almost the every minute we were awake.
I miss having her bringing me breakfast.
I miss watching her sleep while I get ready.
I miss having a partner in crime.
I miss having someone to sit in the buses and trains with.
I miss having someone who knows me so well.
I miss my bestfriend.
Every minute, every hour, everyday.
Going to visit her this weekend as per normal with my letters!
Can't wait!
But now, I've lost her temporarily.
Imagine how my life changed when she suddenly left.
I had to adapt to a life of pure loneliness.
Because I was so used to her presence and we met almost the every minute we were awake.
I miss having her bringing me breakfast.
I miss watching her sleep while I get ready.
I miss having a partner in crime.
I miss having someone to sit in the buses and trains with.
I miss having someone who knows me so well.
I miss my bestfriend.
Every minute, every hour, everyday.
Going to visit her this weekend as per normal with my letters!
Can't wait!
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