♥ Past experiences

Past experiences have made me a very insecure girl.

Yes, I'll tend to overthink at the slighest action ever.

I'll tend to get jealous so easily for no reason.

I'll keep thinking every guy won't last with me.

That, every guy will just leave me after seeing me.

Or I don't know, I'll just keep thinking every male will get bored of me one day.

I know I'm overthinking, but I just can't help it.

It is irritating to be this way, even I find myself an irritant.

How I wish I can be a little more relaxed in these kind of things.

I'm trying to. I'm really trying.

But I guess I get too scared all the time that every guy is just gonna break my heart into little pieces.

I can't help but fall too hard for guys that never stays, Idk what they do to me.

And the ones that are good, I could never return their love.

I want to start being more confident of myself.

And more ignorant of situations where I would be insecure.

I HAVE TO CALM MY TITS YO.