♥ Forever confused

‎15 years old, no make up, hair still healthy and eyebrow thick like cockroach.

Hi.

I want so much to express myself. But I don't know how to put my feelings right now, into words.

I literally stared into the keyboard, thought many thoughts and just....... blanked.

My heart's always so confused. Or is it my mind?

Am I doing the right thing? 

What am I even doing?

Hi there future husband, have you found me? Are you already in my life? Or are you still somewhere out there and I haven't found you yet? Oi what I find you. If you haven't found me, come take me away please.

What are you doing?

Will we have cute babies? I would love that.

Why am I talking about this?

I don't know.

There's so many thoughts in my head.

And I can only think of this right now.

Or maybe because this blog is public, it is kinda hard to express fully.

Well then I'm glad I still keep a diary!

Have a good night sweethearts.