We grew up, drifted apart and now I'm left with one.
That's my sayang, Shaa.
Once again, I won't be able to visit her because of work.
After much prayers hoping that work won't be stressful, work wasn't that bad just now.
Alhamdulilah.
But met my officer for reporting just now, and thought of maybe getting my old office job offer.
Work would be easier, some more accomodating to my time restriction.
Or maybe, asking Berg to help me get admin job at Downtown.
I don't know, or maybe I'll just stick to this.
Honestly, I miss being in a relationship.
But it seems that I can never last in one.
And I guess, the problem is me, myself and I.
Hi Mr. C, I'm glad that you realised that I was the only ex-girlfriend who stood by your side these 3 years no matter how you always prioritise your junks. And you being my first love doesn't make things easier either. But somehow, along the way... I moved on. You're more like, an ex-boyfriend turned good friend now. Oh man, I don't know.
See my problem? Fickle-minded. Haha.
But fact ah fact, I miss having a boyfriend.
And I miss having my bestfriend around.
These 2 are facts ):
But I'll let things take its own course.
I won't find love. I'll let love find me.
God willing, Insya' Allah, I'll fall in love again, for the right person.
I hope! Hehe.
Okay a drinking session with mama tonight again. Woopwoop.
Tomorrow pun off day, weeweeet!
Good day people.


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